祂一直都在

我記得以前在那間小小的房間裡都會開口禱告
                                                                               
我喜歡說出來 真的  那使我更專注 更投入
                                                                               
我可以跪著  有時候甚至放聲哭
                                                                               
那是只有我跟上帝的時候
                                                                               
不必管其他人
                                                                               
禱告
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
並不是像現在這樣因為怕吵到室友而在書桌前默默地在心中講
                                                                               
即使室友都是基督徒也是一樣  我想我還是無法將最真實的自己表露出來
                                                                               
我想我需要一個能夠好好安靜 為所欲為 敞開 一對一和上帝對話的空間